Are YOU doing what you WANT to do in LIfe?

Do any of us actually do what we want in life? I know I not. I work two jobs to give my money to other people to make rich. What am I putting into this world. Nothing. I would like to make my mark on the world, but I have to adapt to social norm. I am nothing, but a drone that work and work. The one thing I want to do in life is to help people or leave a mark on people lives. I want to go to a foreign country where it is terrible living situations and scarced in resources. If all I do in life is work two jobs that I dislike then so be it, but I want to at least do something to give back to the world that is mean something. I have been thinking about volunteering in Africa or some foreign country that need help for some time now. I been trying to see what is the best options on doing that. I don't want to preach the word of God to people. I can do that, but not in the same way as missionary workers. There are plenty of people to do that. I don't think I could convey word of God to people. If I end of doing that, people might start to not believe in God if they believed in God in the first place. I want to figure out how else I can help. I checked multiple volunteer programs that can help me get started. I end up with International Volunteer Headquarters (IVHQ). I had signed up for the Ghana orphanage program because the children are the future of the world. If there is going to change in that country, it have to be with the youth of the country. I want to help put a change in the world. I am hoping that I can. I want to say again is that I work two jobs, but all that can afford is to pay my bills and feed myself. I heard of this crowdfunding site where you can raise money for almost anything. I had decided to try to use it raise funds to get to Ghana. It would be approximately three thousand dollars to get over there. I don't have that type of money laying around. That is why I am asking for help on this. If it doesn't happen I guess it wasn't been to be. If there is anything in the world you want to do in this life, just do it or at least try. I'm hoping that I can do this or anybody that want to do something with their life instead of making other people rich. Do something selfless. That is all I really want to do is do something completly selfless that is meaningful. There will be a link if you want to help my cause. Thanks in advance.